Survival of the fittest
I drink white wine
With raisins in it
After drinking tea
And Southern Comfort,
Knowing I’ll get
A handover
In the morning,
And I don’t care,
I keep looking
For answers
In the bottom
Of the glass
I know I’ll never find,
All thoses
What ifs
And do overs
I know I can
Never retrieve,
Always the silent
Lost soul
Condemned to
Wait and watch
As you move on
Never able to
Make sense of anything,
Never able to find
Happy Hollywood endings
Only the bitter taste
Of survival of the fittest
You long ago
Learned all about.