Hip Cities and Lost Souls

 

Chapter Seven

 

Email to Al Sullivan

 

 "Now wasn't that queer," Lance said as Dan banged the gear shift and putted back onto the highway.

 "Queer, yes, and frightening," Dan said, glancing into the driver's side mirror as Sweeny and the other cop shrank against the back drop of sandy soil and dusty buildings. "Sweeny's a hard-nosed bastard, a regular bulldog and for him to let us go means something big is up."

 "Big? Like what" Sarah asked, her hands shaking as she struggled to open her purse. Lance's hands moved to close around hers, but she pushed them away.

 Dan dragged his attention away from the mirror and towards the road ahead. The faces beside him on the front seat were grim. There was something tragic in these two, their wide eyes a little too innocent for the times, still bearing the expression of mid-west love children looking for peace and flowers in the city.

 "As much as I love Mike," Dan said. "The boy does exaggerate a little. I mean, sure he's wanted by the authorities. But not as much as he makes out. He bombed banks and stole his kid, but none of that lately. Even the Weather Underground wouldn't warrant something this strange."

 "I don't understand," Lance said.

 "Damn it," Dan grumbled, more to himself and his own disbelief than at theirs. "They let us go. They knew where we'd come from. They knew who we were. They should have dragged us off to jail and their rubber hoses, and yet, they still let us go."

 "Why?" asked Sarah.

 "That, my dear," Dan said, hand falling onto her thigh, "is the sixty four thousand dollar question."

                                                                   ***********

 "So where are they?" Mike asked, pacing up and down the short stretch of sidewalk, downtown business district building bulging on either side like an imitation New York-- though old Phoenix still poked its ugly head out of the shadows at intervals. The city father hadn't managed an even transition, living with the schizophrenia of two cities exiting side by side. Indian art cluttered the center square like a last stand with red skins inside the circled wagons rather than white settlers.

 "I'm not a mind reader, Mike," Chris said, sitting on the stoop of a closed store front, her hair pressed down by an oil-stained bandanna. She might have been any of the local indians in town for a drink after a hard day in the citrus groves, or a run-away Chicano looking for a place to sleep. "But if Dan said he'd meet you, he will."

 Marie's heals clicked as she returned from the corner store sipping soda pop. She stood out against the backdrop, as thickly painted as local prostitutes get. More than one car had slowed for a peep, redneck cowboys hooting. All Mike needed was a cop to catch a glimpse. He wanted to hide her, or force the make-up off of her. He could do neither. Something melted in him when he saw her.

 Chris proved less kind, growling for her to sit down. "You want to get us busted?" she asked.

 Marie stared, something hard forming deep in her eyes. "Why would I do that?"

 "Because you look like a whore. Or a billboard for your father's storm troopers."

 "Leave my Daddy out of this."

 "I wish we could," Chris grumbled. "But God knows they infest places like insects. One word gets out about you being in town, and they'll swarm all over us."

 "Stop trying to scare her, Chris," Mike said. "They aren't on our trail."

 "But they could be," Chris said. "They could be sneaking up on us this very minute ready to...."

 "I said stop!"

 "Okay," Chris said with a shrug. "But don't say I didn't warn you."

 Good old Chris. She never let a chance to swipe at Mike's lovers, always in competition, always trying to snatch him back. Mike should have scolded her more strongly, telling her just how evil she'd become. She persisted in believing she could win him back. Yet each time he looked to closely into her eyes, he saw his child being led away.

 I ought to kill you for giving him up, Mike had once screamed.

 But I couldn't keep him, Mike, she'd protested. The cops were at the door.

 You could have fought.

 The way she fought the white man now over land rights and indian privilege. She spoke about blood, and the need to protect it, but the one true representative of her blood line she let drip through her finger like polluted water.

 She smiled at him, her eyes full of victory, as if she had scored a point. Marie curled up under his arm, shuttering, like a deeply wounded puppy.

 "You father isn't out there, honey," he whispered softly.

 Yet others were. Waiting and watching. He could feel them. He could smell their breath. Cops and others who had become part of the establishment here over the years. Any one of whom would know Mike and scream the moment they saw him.

 "There they are!" Chris yelped and leaped to her feet, one of her two suitcases falling from her lap as she waved. The battered red, white & blue van rumbled up to the square from the direction of the highway, a curl of bluish smoke rising from its rear.

 The machine looked about to die, though gave Mike a pleasant thrill as it pulled up to the curb, Dan's gnarled face behind the wheel.

 "Get in, quick," Dan growled, a note of anxiety in his voice.

 "What happened?" Mike asked, his elation diving into panic. "Something go wrong?"

 "Just get in, I'll tell you while we're moving."

 Mike scrabbled in the side doors behind the others. The smell of fresh pot lingered in the air, making him want a taste of it for his nerves. The van started forward as Mike fell into the chair behind the driver.

 "Out with it, boy," he said. "Did you find Gil or what?"

 "We made contract, all right," Dan said, slamming the gear shift into second. "But it took a lot to set up a meeting. We're hot, Mike. Every cop in creation knows about this van. And Demetre's in town. I'm sure of it."

 Dan related his meeting with Sweeny. Mike's long brows folded down towards his eyes as he stared at passing Phoenix, feeling the trap closing around him. Chris called it instinct, but whatever it was, is screamed for him to escape.

 Where?

 If Demetre wanted him badly enough, Demetre would have him. He and Mike had come nose to nose before, always a chess game of nerves from which Mike just barely escaped. With the onslaught of weariness, Mike might not do so this time.

 "But Gil agreed to meet us?" Mike asked.

 "Under certain conditions."

 "Like what?"

 "He set the time and place, and he doesn't want us followed."

 "Like we can help that in a van like this!"

 "That's what I told them. So they've made arrangements to pick up you and Chris on the South end tonight."

 "Me and Chris?"

 "That's what they said."

 Mike caught a reflection of his own alarm in Chris' eyes, her instinct reacting as he did.

 "What about you?" Mike asked. "You're the one who knows these people."

 Dan shrugged. "I'm only telling you what they told me."

 "I don't like it. I want somebody covering my back. Maybe we should just skip town and forget Gil."

 "No," Chris said sharply. "We've got things to tell him."

 "Not like this, Chris," Mike protested. "It smells like one big trap."

 "Fine," Chris said. "Then work around the details. But meeting Gil is important. He's big cheese in these parts."

 "Whoa there!," Dan said. "I'm not sticking my neck in any noose. Gil's a big cheese, all right. And a careful one. A lot of cops in this town would snatch him up as quick as you."

 Mike pondered things for a moment, then sighed. "What time did they want the meeting for?"

 "Dusk," Dan said. "I guess that would be around eight."

 "Fine, then I'll meet you at six-- no, five. Just where exactly did they say?"

 Dan stared angrily into the rear view mirror. "Down where route ten turns south. It's an incomplete section near Guadalupe. Are you going somewhere?"

 "Yes," Mike said, recalling the area, remembering vaguely a park and a jutting piece of red stone which marked the south boundary of the city, a one-time holy place of his mother's people. Now it gathered flocks of camping tourists.

 "Where?"

 "Never mind the details," Mike said. "Just let me out." Marie gathered her purse, but Mike shook his head. "You stay with them."

 "But Mikie...."

 "Don't argue. What I have to do, I'll do best alone."

 He slipped out the side door as Dan slowed, banging the rear of the van the moment he was free. It picked up speed and vanished into the dust. Mike sagged, his legs aching from too many jumps. But it would be some time before he could truly rest. He stuck his thumb out and an old green ford pulled over, its driver motioning him in.

                                                                   ***********

 The cold air bit Lance through his jacket. From one extreme to another. Desert life as unpredictable as the jungle. He could see the dim glow of an icy mountain top just above them. Not the Rockies, but a sharp reminder of them, drawing up the ache for them like that of a missing lover. He could smell the pines and the bitter end of winter blowing down from distant camp fires.

 Dan parked the van on the side of the road. Before them, slanting down, the half constructed highway stared back like a ghost town, heavy equipment in place of broken-down saloon and black smith shop. A few dirt lanes extended down into the valley in neat slices between the trees, wounds from which the forest would never heal.

 "This is crazy, Dan," Lance protested. "Nobody's going to believe I'm Mike. I don't even look like him."

 "It's the way Mike wants it," Dan said stiffly. "Argue with him when he gets back."

 "If it's a trap, we won't be alive to argue," Chris said, hand on the side door waiting for Mike's signal to exit the van. "God knows the pacifist won't help me in a fight."

 "But Mike will," Dan snapped. "He's out there somewhere, waiting and watching."

 Mike had met them at five, down the road from where they were to meet Gil, shutting Dan aside in a series of whispers. Secret strategies from which this foolish plan had emerged.

 "Don't worry," Lance said, bitterly. "If it is a trap, I'll make sure they shoot you first. That way you won't have to worry about what I'm doing."

 Chris stared up startled. Point one for Lance who had heard pacifist insults since his first day in basic and had learned to fight back.

 "Both of you shut up," Dan hissed. "Someone's coming."

 Tapping sounded from the walls of the van, glimpses of men in ski masks showed at the windows, each man armed with a rifle. One yanked open the side door, weapons poking in.

 "Which of you are going?" the man asked gruffly with a Mexican or indian accent.

 "Those two," Dan said, pointing at Lance and Chris.

 "All right then, out," he said, his men stepping back with their weapons raise. Starlight made ghosts of them, though Lance saw anger in their darting glances.

 "Now, Mister L.A.," the masked figure said to Dan through the open passenger window. "Why don't you just drive off and forget you ever saw us. Okay?"

 "What about them? Where do I pick them up when you're through?"

 The man laughed. "The morgue if they're lucky. Just forget them, too," he said and banged the glass with the barrel of his gun. "Unless you want to join them."

 Chris, who stood close to Lance's shoulder, shifted, her arms suddenly taunt as her hands gripped something deep in her jacket pockets, the point through fabric suggesting the captured pistols. The ache came roaring into his head, filling the vacuum that came before every fire fight. His stomach tightened with a tinge of fear. Someone was going to die, and no matter how fast Lance was, or how good his medicine, he could not save that life.

 He touched Chris' elbow. She glared at him and shook off his hand.

 Dan glared through the windshield, his grim face just barely exposed under the brim of his hat in the star light. He engaged the gears and turned the van back up the way it had come, wheels spurting soil as it completed its three-point turn. The rear right fender struck one of the gun men. The man nearest Lance lost his face, a bullet making its exit where the nose should have been. The echo of the shot set the others loose into a firing frenzy, shooting at the shadows out of which the shots had come. Sparks lit up the night as Chris dragged Lance down, her own two pistols active. Mike rolled out from under the van, his own pistol popping. The fury shook the masked men and they ran back into the hills.

 Lance rushed to one of the fallen men, his hands pressing closed a gaping wound in his chest. The heart pumped out the blood through his fingers. The man moaned from under the mask.

 "He's dying, damn it!" Lance shouted as Chris rose up beside him. "Do something."

 The man's eyes opened and stared up at her face. Blood bubbled out from the corner of his mouth. The eyes widened. "You?" he groaned.

 Chris lifted her pistol and fired into the tattered mask. The heart and moans ceased.

 "You--You bitch!" Lance roared and rose. "You didn't have to kill him?"

 "It's what they intended for us, friend," Chris said.

 "But we're not supposed to..."

 "This isn't the army now," Chris said, pushing her pistols back into her pockets. "We don't have rules here. We survive."

 The firing went on in the hills as other, unmasked strangers appeared out of the shadows on the far side of the road, climbing up after the masked men like a small army.

 One of this group paused near them. "Where's Mike?" he asked.

 Chris motioned towards Mike who was still near the van.

 "Took you people long enough," Mike said, pocketing his own pistol. "I thought we were going to have to do them in all by ourselves."

 "You expected these people?" Chris said, obviously angry. "And didn't tell us?"

 "I wasn't sure they would get here in time," Mike said. "And they almost didn't. What happened?"

 "Road blocks," the stranger said, glancing around, the star light revealing the mingled features of a mixed breed indian. His soiled blue jeans and work shirt suggested an immigrant worker from the citrus groves. But his steady gaze reminded Lance of the Ranger units from missions deep in the jungle, as shaggy and ill-kept as displaces villagers, yet deadly. "The cops know something's up and are trying to snag people to find out what."

 "I don't understand," Lance said. "Why were those people trying to kill us? And who are you?"

 "I'm from Gil," the indian said. "And those others are one of the many rival gangs, looking to make a name for themselves. You friend got careless in trying to contact us."

 Dan lit a cigarette and said nothing, though his half-shaded face might have been blushing.

 "They figured on snatching me as a prize," Mike said. "Word's out that I'm back, and they figured they might get some kind of reward from the cops."

 "So now do we get to see Gil?" Chris asked. The killing fire had died in her eyes and she looked somewhat tired.

 "Yes," the stranger said. "I'm Gil."

 "You?" Chris said, glaring at the man, her gaze moving up his slim form in obvious disbelief. "How do we know?"

 The indian smiled. His face had a chiseled look, with the mouth and cheek bones protruding too much to ever seem handsome. "Because I told you," he said. "Though Michael was wise enough to seek me out. But come, this is no time for talk. The authorities will have heard the shooting. We must leave here quickly."

 Gil paused. Lance's face must have betrayed some of his horror. He couldn't shake the shooting from his head. Even Vietnam, he'd not seen worse, except maybe from the CIA men.

 "What's wrong with this one?" Gil asked, his soft voice puzzled.

 "Nothing," Chris said. "He's pacifist. All this violence makes him cry like a baby."

 "They're dead," Lance mumbled-- his words coming back to him like an echo from a great distance. "They're all dead."

 He wasn't sure of whom he meant. The few broken figures on the mountain side, or the mounds of bodies he'd seen rotting at the edge of the jungle. The green and black seemed to mingle into a confused mass inside his head. "And I couldn't save them."

 Gil's features softened, his long fingers touching the wet streaks rolling down Lance's cheeks.

 "Yes, they're dead," he whispered. "But there are some in this world not worth saving. Come now. We shall heal your wounds later."

                                                                   ***********

 The van bucked slightly as it climbed up out of the ravine, the dirt road turning into gravel, then asphalt. The jeep in front of the little caravan blinked out each turn like a command. Behind the van, a half dozen other jeeps followed, soldier green, nearly invisible in the darkness.

 "A lot of help you were back there," Chris said, seated beside him in the front. Mike and Marie sat on the bed in back, like buffers to the battle of silence between Lance and Sarah. "I expected the pacifist to stand by and watch, but you?"

 Dan glanced sidewards at the cruel twist of Chris' mouth. She reminded him of his ex-wife, making his ache worse. He hadn't been laid since the road to Denver, and then only a quickly with a hitch-hiking hippie chick. He missed the regularity of L.A. and the parade of mid-west girls from which to pick. But his ex-wife had always been able to turn him on, in the mood or not.

 "You expected me to charge out into the middle of all that shooting with only a knife?"

 "Why not?" Chris asked, her eyes suggesting Dan might well have a chance. "You got us into the mess."

 "Leave him alone," Mike said. "You wouldn't have done any better in his place. Those people have been waiting for weeks. They thought we were bringing in the shipment from Denver."

 "What?" Dan said, glancing up at the silhouette of Mike in the rearview mirror. The jeeps had turned on their lights for travel on the more conventional roads.

 "Looks like the drug company put out the word on you, Dan," Mike said.

 "But they were looking to take you and Chris," Dan said.

 "I know. Once they heard we were in town, they changed their plans. Me and Chris go way back in this state. I guess they figured we were here to start up business again. And the last thing they needed was more competition. Gil's quite enough."

 "But if the company knows I'm here...?" Dan mumbled, his hands shaking on the wheel and not from rough ground.

 "Still, there's something queer in all this," Mike said. "Everybody acts as if we really do have the drugs. Even Gil."

 "Well you heard those men in the pass," Chris said, looking over her shoulder. "They said the shipment's still back at the house."

 "Maybe," Mike said. "But I don't think they are. Who else was in that house, anyway?"

 "Demetre was," Chris said.

 "He wouldn't take them."

 "Maybe he's using them to trace out the rest of the circuit," Dan suggested.

 "I don't think Demetre would take the chance," Mike said.

 "Look," Chris said. "They're signalling for us to stop."

 "So they are," Dan said, slamming his feet down on the brake and clutch, feeling an odd tingle as if someone, somewhere near was watching the whole transaction. But who? And from where? And for what purpose?

                                                                   ***********

 Gil came to the driver's side window, his gaunt face haunting in the spray of headlights. "We have to leave your van here," he said, glancing around the interior. "It's much too obvious on the road."

 "Where exactly are we?" Chris asked, drawing the full focus of the man's eyes.

 "Just an old warehouse in the desert," Gil said.

 "Which leaves our transportation up to you?" she asked.

 "I can provide what you'll need while in Phoenix."

 "And perhaps more than we want?"

 "Chris!" Mike snapped from behind her. "Quit badgering the man."

 "Oh my, you've gotten trusting in your old age," Chris said, "leaving your survival in someone else's hands."

 "If I didn't trust him, we wouldn't be here," Mike said, glaring at her, his tone carrying with it every bit of hate from Detroit. She wanted cry at his feet and beg him to understand. But he never would. Not with the bitch beside him, propping him up like a Jesse James.

 "You wanted to meet with Gil," Dan pointed out.

 "But not like this," Chris said. "Not with us helpless."

 "If you want our protection, it must be on our terms," Gil said, looking a little annoyed. "But make up your mind quickly. The police will put out the net after the shooting."

 "And if anybody saw our van by the site, it won't be hard for Sweeny or Demetre to put us in the middle of it," Dan said. "I vote to take the man up on his offer."

 "All right," Chris grumbled. "Drive us into the lion's den! But don't say later I didn't warn you."

                                                                   ***********

 As warehouse, the building had long ceased its purpose, and once the van's headlights blinked out, only the narrow beams of several hand-held flashlights showed the dust and devastation, canvas-covered machines and sagging work benches.

 Chris stepped down onto the gritty floor. The desert had crawled in through the crack, leaving piles of sand beneath the broken windows and mis-hung doors. The air smelled and tasted of sand, of night things and dead things, and thing which remained unseen. It reminded her of the reservation when she was a girl, the stagnant, terrible life of her mother's people dying before her eyes, and her father dancing ghost dances in an empty gesture of war, unpainted and drunk, taking pot-shots at passing trucks along the highway.

 "This way," Gil said from behind one of the lights. Dan hesitated, looking nervously at the dented van. "Your vehicle will be quite safe. One of my men watches this place always."

 "Why?" Chris asked. "What's worth watching?"

 "The future," Gil said. "But come. It grows cold and we still have some way to travel." He motioned them with the light towards what had once been a double door. The yellow face of a hand-cranked pallet-jack grinned from between the rooms, its double tongues jammed under a rotting wooden pallet. They stepped around it and into a smaller room, the smell of oil and gasoline suggesting recent use. Indeed, a cream-colored Ford sat before the closed garage door waiting on them.

 "Hey!" Chris said, stopping abruptly. "That's a cop car!"

 "Of course it is," Gil said with a note of impatience. "It's how we move freely around the city."

 "Or maybe you're a cop," Chris said.

 "And if I am?" Gil asked sharply, pieces of his face showing from around the light. "What do you think you could do about it now?"

 Chris touched the butts of her pistols.

 "You wouldn't live to draw your weapons," Gil said softly. "But if I was a cop, you wouldn't have them to draw. I have many resources at my disposal. Police cars are one of them. You travel with friends, despite your suspicions. And safely, if you hurry."

 She saw the impatience in the others, too, Mike's eyes gleaming with added anger in the reflected light.

 "All right," she said with a sigh, and slid into the back of the car, Dan, Lance, and Sarah beside her. Mike and Marie sat up front. Gil did not climb behind the wheel, but a red-haired youngster who grinned back at them like a taxi driver.

 "Next stop, the hideout," he said.

                                                                   ***********

 The car pulled out into the desert air, starlight competing with its headlights as someone closed the garage door behind. Lance rested his head against the glass, trying to glimpse the sky. But he saw other shapes moving onto the road in front and behind them, the way the jeeps had earlier-- only these had the tell-tale light racks of police cars on their tops.

 "Hey!" Dan groaned, catching sight of the other cars as well, Chris' paranoia spreading through them in a single rush of alarm. "What's going on here?"

 "Relax," the jovial driver said, easing their car into line with the others. "It's all part of the plan."

 "What plan?" Dan asked. "One cop car's a plan, this many's downright unlucky."

 "You miss the point," the driver insisted. "It's all arranged. We got clearance."

 "From who?" Mike asked, perched in the front seat as if ready to leap out.

 "From the very top," the driver said. "The other cars are insurance. Anyone seeing us'll think we're escorting the mayor."

 Mike sat back in the seat and shook his head. "It's crazy," he said.

 "It's bold," the driver argued. "Bold is the way Mister Gil does everything. He's one smart cookie, and he's got connections, too."

 "That much is obvious," Chris said. Lance detected something bitter in her voice, though her face seemed untouched. He turned back to the darkness and the string of cars headed for the flat heart of Phoenix proper, like a serpent of lights slithering in the sand and darkness. Silence reigned around them-- and so did Gil apparently."

                                                                    **********

 The other cars vanished one by one, turning off at various intersections along the northerly route. They had passed downtown and now signs for Glendale and Peoria leaped out into their headlights in bright green faces. Signs for schools and hospitals came and went as well. The desert had vanished, too, replaced by a suburban sprawl not so different from the out-skirts of L.A.

 Finally, the lone car turned into a street of single stories ranch-styled houses, lazy estates on half-acre lots outlined in fences and dying hedges. Beyond these, a modest wildness came, of pine trees and sand dunes and a single winding drive between them. In the center of this, a larger building appeared, this one curved into the shape of a horseshoe with a gate at its open end.

 The driver beeped the horn; the gate swung outward, dark figures motioning them in and closing the gate behind. Inside, the building proved a small fortress, cars packed along a covered wooden walkway. A full two dozen doorways and windows looked in on the court, men seated upon the walkway rails with rifles across their knees.

 "What the hell is this, some kind of commune?" Dan moaned.

 "We call it our fortress," the driver said, parking the car western style, nose towards the walkway. He hopped out and motioned for the others to do the same.

 Lance stumbled out, limbs stiff from the tight ride. He drew odd stares from some of the armed men, his clothing caked with dried blood. Gil stood among the men on the walkway, arms folded as he studied them

 "You live here?" Sarah asked, turning around as if visiting Disneyland.

 "All my life," Gil said. "My great grandfather build the place back when people thought there was gold north of here."

 Sarah's eyes sparked, her gaze poking into the shadowed crannies, looking every bit the little girl her father used to take on tours of the country. Lance remembered her odd fantasy of maybe someday retiring to a long cabin somewhere in the woods, though he supposed that had vanished with her retreat from Denver, too. She couldn't stand the silence.

 "But I am forgetting my manners," Gil said. "Here I am, set to question you about your travels. You people must be exhausted."

 "And starved?" Dan asked. "Any restaurants near here?"

 "No," a laughing Gil said. "But we have refreshment." He motioned towards their red-headed driver. "Jimmy, take care of these people-- and make sure they get food. We can all talk better at a more reasonable hour. And someone take back the cop car before they miss it."

                                                                   ***********

 Jimmy led them to the "bunk house," a multi-room apartment occupying the inner southwest corner of the building. Its string of rooms all faced in on the courtyard. Lance felt safe here, though didn't know exactly why-- since the place also served the function of jail with no access to the street or any other part of the house without exiting to the yard.

 "Mister Gil calls this place Fort Apache," Jimmy said as he took them from room to room. The three bedrooms made arrangements slightly difficult, assuming three men and three women would break down into specific couples. Chris balked over sharing a room with Dan.

 "I know him," she growled. "He's all hands."

 "All right, I'll sleep on the couch," Dan said with obvious disappointment.

 But Chris still grumbled. "All this looks as if Gil intends to keep us here a while."

 "Until things cool down," Jimmy said.

 "Then we're going to need our things from the van. Like extra clothing, towels and female stuff."

 Jimmy blushed. "I'm sure we can arrange something later," he said. "Mister Gil was more concerned with getting you people out of sight. For the moment, we have towels and--" he looked at Lance. "Some spare clothing. As for your female stuff, you might speak with Miss Grace in the morning."

 "Miss Grace?" Sarah asked from across the room.

 "Mister Gil's woman," Jimmy said.

 "Oh," Sarah mumbled, looking disappointed.

 


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